dear bloggy blog,
im going to start off by apologizing to you for my neglect. the past 5months have been well crazy.
i just read my last post from july & well things have changed since then. for one the boy and i started talking again soon after that blog was written. and about a month later we officially became a duo. christmas eve will mark 4months together. he's not one for celebrations but since well not going to lie hes my 1st bf ever i take it serious. its important to me to experience all the 1st's. 1st kiss 1st dinner with the parents 1st holiday together 1st fights... 2nd fights.
its been hard but i think im getting the hang of it. i think my only problem is. well i guess ive been such a negative person for so long that my mind and the way i think and spin things in my brain will always turn into something negative.
which leads to this... maybe all the negativity in my brain that i think about. that i think that goes on isnt just my mind playing me. maybe its the truth.
so i wonder am i a big idiot to try to believe evertyhing?
anyway xmas is coming up idk what am getting for xmas... probably nothing.
one of my favorite xmas songs... not so happy & pleasant but its such a classic :D
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
4 weeks...
its been 4weeks since the crap that was thrown at me and i still feel like it was yesterday.
like i said in my last post i think ive cried more in the past 4weeks than i have ever. and thats because im a big crier.
i just wonder how it feels for him?
like i said in my last post i think ive cried more in the past 4weeks than i have ever. and thats because im a big crier.
i just wonder how it feels for him?
Monday, July 6, 2009
wow...
ive been out of basically the whole interenet world for the past few months.
hadnt really touched the computer in a while, maybe just to check emails and thats about it.
these past 3weeks have been hard
i think ive cried more these past 3weeks in general over everything than i have in my entire life.
so today i wake up to what i would say is the worst news i could get ever... my dearly be loved panic at the disco has basically turned into a duo ryan and jon left the band to pursue a new dream. im surprised that im not as shocked as i should be. this band is like my Beatles so them breaking is something i should be more freaked about.
i guess because i know panic will continue with brendon and spencer we'll see what happens.
heres a live video of them performing norhtern downpour
to brendon,ryan, jon and spencer thank you for making the past 4yrs better with your music. i will never forget the memories of jamming out to your music in my car with my roomates with my brother and will always remember the memories of going to 3 of your concerts meeting you twice and the work and dedication it took to get to them.
you 4 have inspired me to be who i am your music lifted my spirtis when i was down and for that i will always be greatful.
thank you.
hadnt really touched the computer in a while, maybe just to check emails and thats about it.
these past 3weeks have been hard
i think ive cried more these past 3weeks in general over everything than i have in my entire life.
so today i wake up to what i would say is the worst news i could get ever... my dearly be loved panic at the disco has basically turned into a duo ryan and jon left the band to pursue a new dream. im surprised that im not as shocked as i should be. this band is like my Beatles so them breaking is something i should be more freaked about.
i guess because i know panic will continue with brendon and spencer we'll see what happens.
heres a live video of them performing norhtern downpour
to brendon,ryan, jon and spencer thank you for making the past 4yrs better with your music. i will never forget the memories of jamming out to your music in my car with my roomates with my brother and will always remember the memories of going to 3 of your concerts meeting you twice and the work and dedication it took to get to them.
you 4 have inspired me to be who i am your music lifted my spirtis when i was down and for that i will always be greatful.
thank you.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
"believers never die"... GUESS WHAT...
SATURDAY IT TOTALLY DIED.
so what was supposed to be an awesome fall out boy weekend turned into a rained out postponed show.
the weekend started out great with me and my brother getting sweet seats at the houston astros game. they lost but we were row 17 above the visitors dug out it was epic seats like that dont come cheap and a random man was generous enough to give my brother and i the tickets for free. i think he had to leave. he looked like a business man. even got to see my favorite ivan rodriguez play for the astros 1st year signed with them so it was exciting.
so saturday comes along the morning starts off great. we arrive at the venue 8am still 4 people in front no big thing at all. nice girls unlike the "old lady groupies" who werent there yet thank god.
about an hour into waiting it starts getting cloudy, then its starts to drizzle then it turned into pouring POURING RAIN luckily umbrellas were used but and they let us stand under a one of the opening gates but nothing seemed to work for us to stay dry the rain went off and on forever and then the worst thing happens about an hour or 2 before our early entree THE PETE WENTZ decides to post a tweet on his twitter that says "@houston kids. Safety issues due to lightning here. Well keep u informed. Nothing has been cancelled yet.
9:49 AM Apr 18th from TwitterBerry"
shortly after this comes in his twitter "@houston show is officially cancelled by venue due to an electric storm. More info to come.
10:39 AM Apr 18th from TwitterBerry"
now i know there was nothing we could do about the rain shit happens i get it. but the fact that we had to read it on twitter instead of someone coming out and telling all of us that were standing out in the rain. it was upsetting not gonna lie.
so saturday turned into crap i felt so sick by the end of it soaking wet shoes all soggy and gross. ended up just hanging at liz's apartment slept a lot then watched ?"monsters vs aliens" that made me feel better.
so now its sunday and im dead tired work tomorrow. dont want to go but what can i do. oh well.
on a complete side note, summers coming very soon and since i have incredibly long hair and i havent had an actual cut, just trims for about 2years ive very VERY tempted to chop it off. THOUGHTS? im thinking of some sort of a bob choppy and messy cute kind of like cassadee from hey monday.
ignore the blonde streaks what do you think of the hair cut?
OR maybe like audrey's hair w/out the extentions yup she has short hair although this picture is a few years old...
i need help on what to decide with my hair.
give me ideas. :D
goodnight
so what was supposed to be an awesome fall out boy weekend turned into a rained out postponed show.
the weekend started out great with me and my brother getting sweet seats at the houston astros game. they lost but we were row 17 above the visitors dug out it was epic seats like that dont come cheap and a random man was generous enough to give my brother and i the tickets for free. i think he had to leave. he looked like a business man. even got to see my favorite ivan rodriguez play for the astros 1st year signed with them so it was exciting.
so saturday comes along the morning starts off great. we arrive at the venue 8am still 4 people in front no big thing at all. nice girls unlike the "old lady groupies" who werent there yet thank god.
about an hour into waiting it starts getting cloudy, then its starts to drizzle then it turned into pouring POURING RAIN luckily umbrellas were used but and they let us stand under a one of the opening gates but nothing seemed to work for us to stay dry the rain went off and on forever and then the worst thing happens about an hour or 2 before our early entree THE PETE WENTZ decides to post a tweet on his twitter that says "@houston kids. Safety issues due to lightning here. Well keep u informed. Nothing has been cancelled yet.
9:49 AM Apr 18th from TwitterBerry"
shortly after this comes in his twitter "@houston show is officially cancelled by venue due to an electric storm. More info to come.
10:39 AM Apr 18th from TwitterBerry"
now i know there was nothing we could do about the rain shit happens i get it. but the fact that we had to read it on twitter instead of someone coming out and telling all of us that were standing out in the rain. it was upsetting not gonna lie.
so saturday turned into crap i felt so sick by the end of it soaking wet shoes all soggy and gross. ended up just hanging at liz's apartment slept a lot then watched ?"monsters vs aliens" that made me feel better.
so now its sunday and im dead tired work tomorrow. dont want to go but what can i do. oh well.
on a complete side note, summers coming very soon and since i have incredibly long hair and i havent had an actual cut, just trims for about 2years ive very VERY tempted to chop it off. THOUGHTS? im thinking of some sort of a bob choppy and messy cute kind of like cassadee from hey monday.
ignore the blonde streaks what do you think of the hair cut?
OR maybe like audrey's hair w/out the extentions yup she has short hair although this picture is a few years old...
i need help on what to decide with my hair.
give me ideas. :D
goodnight
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
bday weekend!
so sunday was my birthday, happy birthday to me.
and i decided very last minute to head up to austin on friday for sxsw to catch versaemerge.
my brother and i drove up and met up with liz and rosey. of course my dumbass only had the information from myspace and i didnt know that their set was semi exclusive.
we had to sign up online to be on the guest list. well i did it last minute so i guess it never went through so when i got in i kind of begged the girl to let me and chano(my brother) in. she did and i was beyond excited. got to get up front and take pictures...(note: id post my pics but i left my camera in the hotel, luckily liz grabbed it for me)
their set was small but worth every bit of the driving up there. im glad i went i wouldve regretted it, had i not gone.
after their set we got to meet 3/5th's of the band.
we got to talk to sierra jerry and of course as said in a different blog my favorite blake haha. they were all very sweet. sierra was like a friend jerry was crazy and hyper and blake was very humble. i wasnt planning on going to warped tour BUT seeing as they are on the line-up this year i think i will go.
sierra
jerry
blake :D <3
after that we walked around 6th street.
i can honestly say i didnt see what all the hype was about. maybe its because im not a drinker so being on a street filled with bars wasnt for me. plus it was filled with tons of drunks and bums...no offense to the bums.
came back home on saturday and had a pre-bday dinner with mirta,bonnie,albert and crystal met us up there a little after. house of china may not be the ideal bday dinner but when its close friends and comfort food anything works.
soon after dinner we went with crystal to one of her friends bday party. a little uncomfortable but still fun. her friends are very funny and sweet. a little before midnight aka my bday we left party to have a little car celebration for mine.( i havent had a proper bday with my friends, so anything was better than nothing) the clock struck 12 and they all screamed happy birthday in the car it was loud and albert started tickling me. of course what did we do right after. go drive around to find the scary street we drove through once in high school after alberts bday party years ago. that street was creepy then but this time around it wasnt at all. they finally put up lights on the streets and actually made it a street instead of the dirt road it used to be so it wasnt scary. although we did have a few moments of freaking out...at least i did.
sunday morning, of my bday my family and i went to have breakfast and then we went to the flea market where i found 2 pairs of vintage sunnies and a "belle" doll from the movie "beauty and the beast" so i was happy. of course i had to work that day but overall the weekend was awesome. probably one of my favorite bdays in a long time.
so yesterday and today i had jury duty/selection.
i didnt get picked at all for a trial but still the whole process was horrible i dont ever want to do that again. i think im leaving the country or something just so i wont ever have to do that again.
had it been something cool like serial mom, then i wouldve been all for it. haha
back to work tomorrow. i dont think ive ever been happy to say this but thank god lol
goodnight chickadees
OH PS...
i got my 1st tattoo going on 2 fridays ago. i still cant believe i did it.
it honestly was out of pure boredom because i didnt want to spend my money on movies so i went out and got a tattoo that i had been planning on doing since sr. year of high school.
and i decided very last minute to head up to austin on friday for sxsw to catch versaemerge.
my brother and i drove up and met up with liz and rosey. of course my dumbass only had the information from myspace and i didnt know that their set was semi exclusive.
we had to sign up online to be on the guest list. well i did it last minute so i guess it never went through so when i got in i kind of begged the girl to let me and chano(my brother) in. she did and i was beyond excited. got to get up front and take pictures...(note: id post my pics but i left my camera in the hotel, luckily liz grabbed it for me)
their set was small but worth every bit of the driving up there. im glad i went i wouldve regretted it, had i not gone.
after their set we got to meet 3/5th's of the band.
we got to talk to sierra jerry and of course as said in a different blog my favorite blake haha. they were all very sweet. sierra was like a friend jerry was crazy and hyper and blake was very humble. i wasnt planning on going to warped tour BUT seeing as they are on the line-up this year i think i will go.
sierra
jerry
blake :D <3
after that we walked around 6th street.
i can honestly say i didnt see what all the hype was about. maybe its because im not a drinker so being on a street filled with bars wasnt for me. plus it was filled with tons of drunks and bums...no offense to the bums.
came back home on saturday and had a pre-bday dinner with mirta,bonnie,albert and crystal met us up there a little after. house of china may not be the ideal bday dinner but when its close friends and comfort food anything works.
soon after dinner we went with crystal to one of her friends bday party. a little uncomfortable but still fun. her friends are very funny and sweet. a little before midnight aka my bday we left party to have a little car celebration for mine.( i havent had a proper bday with my friends, so anything was better than nothing) the clock struck 12 and they all screamed happy birthday in the car it was loud and albert started tickling me. of course what did we do right after. go drive around to find the scary street we drove through once in high school after alberts bday party years ago. that street was creepy then but this time around it wasnt at all. they finally put up lights on the streets and actually made it a street instead of the dirt road it used to be so it wasnt scary. although we did have a few moments of freaking out...at least i did.
sunday morning, of my bday my family and i went to have breakfast and then we went to the flea market where i found 2 pairs of vintage sunnies and a "belle" doll from the movie "beauty and the beast" so i was happy. of course i had to work that day but overall the weekend was awesome. probably one of my favorite bdays in a long time.
so yesterday and today i had jury duty/selection.
i didnt get picked at all for a trial but still the whole process was horrible i dont ever want to do that again. i think im leaving the country or something just so i wont ever have to do that again.
had it been something cool like serial mom, then i wouldve been all for it. haha
back to work tomorrow. i dont think ive ever been happy to say this but thank god lol
goodnight chickadees
OH PS...
i got my 1st tattoo going on 2 fridays ago. i still cant believe i did it.
it honestly was out of pure boredom because i didnt want to spend my money on movies so i went out and got a tattoo that i had been planning on doing since sr. year of high school.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
new kids show
obviously almost a week since the show im still talking about it,
it was that good lol.
heres a video clip of them singing the right stuff.
the rest of the vidz are on my youtube account if your interested.
http://www.youtube.com/user/panicprincess03
it was that good lol.
heres a video clip of them singing the right stuff.
the rest of the vidz are on my youtube account if your interested.
http://www.youtube.com/user/panicprincess03
Sunday, March 8, 2009
NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK HAD A BUNCH OF HITS...
TONIGHT WAS SO MUCH FUN,
NOT EVEN GOING TO LIE WHEN I SAY NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK CONCERT TOP 5-10 CONCERTS THAT IVE BEEN TO!!!
it was fuckin awesome i made korey a donnie wahlberg fan but of course that chick needs to step off because this man is mine! lol
after the show we went out back by the buses and the guys came out.
jonathan waved and smiled at me and korey. so awesome such a cutie to bad he's gay lol
danny came out and he waved at us.
jordan kind of came out and said hi for a bit.
i didnt see joey come out but he left right away i think, he had his baby in the bus so i guess they left early for him.
of course donnie came out last. he stood right in front of korey and i, i was in heaven. lol i wanted him to sign my program but he went by so fast. he's so freakin hot. lol
jabbowackeez performed 1st the kicked ass. i loved it those boys came out to say hi also.
i'll post up the pictures tomorrow and videos.
i love my camera its youtube built the audio is awesome! lol
goodnight duckies.
NOT EVEN GOING TO LIE WHEN I SAY NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK CONCERT TOP 5-10 CONCERTS THAT IVE BEEN TO!!!
it was fuckin awesome i made korey a donnie wahlberg fan but of course that chick needs to step off because this man is mine! lol
after the show we went out back by the buses and the guys came out.
jonathan waved and smiled at me and korey. so awesome such a cutie to bad he's gay lol
danny came out and he waved at us.
jordan kind of came out and said hi for a bit.
i didnt see joey come out but he left right away i think, he had his baby in the bus so i guess they left early for him.
of course donnie came out last. he stood right in front of korey and i, i was in heaven. lol i wanted him to sign my program but he went by so fast. he's so freakin hot. lol
jabbowackeez performed 1st the kicked ass. i loved it those boys came out to say hi also.
i'll post up the pictures tomorrow and videos.
i love my camera its youtube built the audio is awesome! lol
goodnight duckies.
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