Monday, July 13, 2009

4 weeks...

its been 4weeks since the crap that was thrown at me and i still feel like it was yesterday.
like i said in my last post i think ive cried more in the past 4weeks than i have ever. and thats because im a big crier.

i just wonder how it feels for him?

Monday, July 6, 2009

wow...

ive been out of basically the whole interenet world for the past few months.
hadnt really touched the computer in a while, maybe just to check emails and thats about it.

these past 3weeks have been hard
i think ive cried more these past 3weeks in general over everything than i have in my entire life.

so today i wake up to what i would say is the worst news i could get ever... my dearly be loved panic at the disco has basically turned into a duo ryan and jon left the band to pursue a new dream. im surprised that im not as shocked as i should be. this band is like my Beatles so them breaking is something i should be more freaked about.
i guess because i know panic will continue with brendon and spencer we'll see what happens.

heres a live video of them performing norhtern downpour



to brendon,ryan, jon and spencer thank you for making the past 4yrs better with your music. i will never forget the memories of jamming out to your music in my car with my roomates with my brother and will always remember the memories of going to 3 of your concerts meeting you twice and the work and dedication it took to get to them.
you 4 have inspired me to be who i am your music lifted my spirtis when i was down and for that i will always be greatful.

thank you.